Is this weird?

I've been waiting, praying, and itching for this time to come. And it's about here. And I don't think I could BE any more excited.

But folding laundry last night, I realized that there is a part of me that wants this time to go slowly. I want to savor this. I spent the weeks before MacGyver's departure dreading the day he would leave. I spent the 15 months of the deployment dying for the end to get here.

And now it's here. And it's incredible. And there is a small part of me that doesn't want it to end. The excitement and anticipation is like a drug and I want more. It's intoxicating! Everything seems sweeter. Everything feels MORE.

As anxious as I am to tackle the man, I am seriously enjoying the wait. Strange.


- hfs

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